Lost conversations between my half me..

Me-how do you cope with that feeling...whats drives you mad...

Her-run as fast as I can away from that feeling...but in the end I run right back full circle into what I was trying to get away from.

Me-That's the circle of life....sometimes the one who controls it is oneself.. no scape just if you want.....

Her-Want and fear....two very apposing feelings. Because what I want is what I fear the most.

Me-no fear they said...so what is Left if is no fighting against the current....

Her-Would be easier to go with the current....but what if the current is not where I want to go. What if the fight was worth it...and what is at the end is even better because you fought that much more for it? Nothing worthwhile is ever easy, nothing ventured nothing gained.....how do you know what true happiness is unless you have experienced the deepest darkest part of sadness....which is usually the battle that you have within your own self. We are our own worst enemy, because we make decisions based on a momentary feeling.

Me-Momentary decision that will take over your destiny...for bad or good if is not taken wisely...who comprehends life...why we have to be attached to links when life is larger that our self..if is thought to live is though to make decisions....don't know.

Her-If you travel this world...see...live...learn....touch....feel....you will realize that most people are lonely. They are searching for that "thing"...that is untouchable and undecipherable thing that they can't quite figure out. But they don't realize that the more they try to find it the further they get away from it...and themselves. What is true is what you don't see...because it is right in front of you. It is the innocence..that moment, that touch, that kiss, that embrace, that word of affection whispered so that no one could hear it but you.

Me-Most be right then that the first trip is the one you can not overcome....that's why are so me many people still lost.. looking for that past instant...that past taste...maybe I'm wrong ..maybe is just question of adaptation.....better human being will be the one without past feelings.......

to be continue.....